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it's me!

Name: Jazs
Gender: Female
Age: i tink i dun wan you to noe
Home: Somewhere over the rainbow... wahaha.. (can u believe it?)
Love: my three little noisy guinea pigs + 2 already RIP and of course the little Antz
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12:14 am

Friday, August 07, 2009

Yup that is my line for my facebook
Just hang up my hp after one hour long talk with Antz...
Conclusion: More disappointed than ever...

The Case:
I went for my SO class today. Antz's mum did not cook today. Hence, he will have to eat out... ya dine out.. Guess what... he dine out but he did not sms me at all... Okie that is quite normal as he often dine out on his own and just update me as and when la..

So this time, after my class, i called him..
Jazs: Hello
Antz: Hello
Jazs: I ended my class. Where you now?
Antz: Oh.. Had Dinner.. no .. just finish dinner..
Jazs: Oh okie.. So where u eating.
Antz: TCC @ beach road
Jazs: with who???
Antz: my colleagues
Jazs: who?
Antz: my two colleagues
Jazs: ya i know but who?
Antz: my two FEMALE colleagues
Jazs: okie female colleagues, WHO???
Antz: nia... that two la....
Jazs: who is that two.. you got so many female colleagues
Antz: nia.. the usual two.....
Jazs: Cant you just tell me who????

the conversation just went on and on

LADIES OUT THERE!! TELL ME WHAT YOU FEEL?

The best part is:
After talking to him for awhile, He told me " i thought i have told you liao so i nvm sms you"
After talking to him long, he say " when i saw you call me, then i rmb i nv tell you"

I almost vomitted blood.... I think i need a blood fusion.......

It's not that i did not trust him, but he is not providing me with any sense of security that help me to trust him more.. I trust that he will do his best to make me happy, to protect me, to give me a sense of security but all this trust that have built up all this, was just wash down by his action. Now i know what it means ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS.

I thought he grow into a more mature man... but then again... hai...