Yeow!!! my eye is so swollen till i almost feel like getting a MC... Hai..

Don't ask me why my eye is swollen as it is definitely not swollen becos some1 punch me in my eye...

sometimes i juz dunnoe why a guy can be tat lovable at times and tat hateful at times...
i went to bed quite early as i got nothing to do my tat guy is away sumwhere enjoy with his friends had a quarrel with him tat afternoon becos of sumthing tat he had nv told me and he insisted he had... (Or rather i insisted he din, and he also insisted that he did..) Anyway, ACTIONS speaks LOUDER than WORDs... He say it's his fault but he juz din bother to do anything about it...

Anyway, i woke up in the mid of the nite for no reason and tear start flowing out of my toopid eyes for no reason... suddenly i juz had the urge to call him.. hesitate for a while pick up my phone and called him........ Guess what next?????

He answer the call but din even bother to tok, no matter wat i say he give me an *dunnoe wat* attitude... din he sense that sth is not rite, i normally din go around calling ppls in the mid of the nite for fun.....

the call ended in a way, i feel it was total disaster and i regret calling him... i should have face all this all alone and not tok to him..... TOK TO HIM make things a thousand times worst... I totally dunnoe whether this is the guy i have been with for all this year, he is like a stranger to me.... a stranger who say "why are u calling at tis hour toking about this"... i cant hardly call asleep after that call.. so there go moi swollen eye...

Here is sth for him.......Does the future we are toking about ever exist?