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it's me!

Name: Jazs
Gender: Female
Age: i tink i dun wan you to noe
Home: Somewhere over the rainbow... wahaha.. (can u believe it?)
Love: my three little noisy guinea pigs + 2 already RIP and of course the little Antz
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8:42 am

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

It's a old wound.
Not too sure why it is hurting so badly this few day.
It haven been hurting for a long long time, so long that i hardly notice it ever exist.
It had been 3 three years since that incident but it juz seems like yterday to me.
The fear, pain and the rest of the emotion running through all parts of me as if it juz happened yterday.
Nothing i do seems to ease it.
I told him bout that but it doesn't seems to have effect in it.
Was it becos the insecurity he is giving me these days
Or was it something i sense in the him that make me feel this way.
I am not too sure or was it, juz tat i dun wan to be sure?
He promise to try his best to protect the wound and let no re-infection come back.
Becos we all know, i may not be tat lucky to recover from the re-infection again.
Human is alway funny or rather life is alway fooling.
Not matter how you hope and pray, the thing you don't wan it to happen the most, will alway come to you in their fastest speed.
IF there is a real re-infection in the wound, just pray for me..............................................................................................................................