Feeling very emo ever since that day.... hai...
Very badly affected since then...
Just one word.. "bu shuai"!!!!

Argh.... dont really wish to see that person...erm.. maybe is that group of ppl rather than that person.
Their attitude made me nausea....

Stop affecting me...... Go away!!! dun wan to see you....

Juz been through the "first married new year".. one word to describe it "TIRING".......

Have some good and some bad for the new year.

Let's talk about the bad first!
Have to force myself to go through thing that i don't like to do at all. My mood just cant get any better throughout the new year becos of that two days... in fact when i think about it now, i am still very upset.. In fact I think that it's going to upset my life.... Everything seems to go harewire ever since then.

Thought of being helpful to someone but total no appreciation from that someone.. Hai.. okie lo!wad to do! not my life not my say lo... waste my effort only... GAVE UP HOPE!!!

My fifth and last Guinea Pig pass away this tuesday, 8 February. He is the oldest but strongest of all. He will alway give me a "STOP LOOKING & GO AWAY" look in the past like 4 years back but just two month ago he starts to look so lovely and cute..
Was really upset when he pass on as I still remember talking to him tat evening before I went out.(in fact i was teasing him as he was lazing around and not getting up from his lazing position even when I tried to bluff him with a eggshell). He was gone when i came back... Why din he waited for me.. i would have carry him and accompany him for the last time.
Anw i m glad and thankful that he is now free from all sickness and reunited with the others in heaven. I will miss all of them for sure.

That all for the bad...

As for the good
Managed to spend some time with my family, eating, talking and playing.

Saw two lion dance this new year.. woooOooo.. it's nice and i wish i will HUAT HUAT HUAT!!! wahaha.. with the blessing of the lions... keke..

Erm.. like no more good liao lo.. ohhhh yaa...
Went to watch Homecoming (Siao Ze Hui Jia) on Monday.... It's so funny.. Nice show.. i will rate them 4 star... Karen Neo is sooooo soooo funny... first time i laugh tilll stomache in cinema.. wahahaha...

That basically concluded my chinese new year this year.. I just hope this year will be a good year for me..

Alright returning to work work work :P

~ Tata.. I am here again ~

Sitting in my office.. looking out to the black black or dark dark sky..

Being on the top floor of the building is especially eerie now, as we can hear wind blowing thru the fire exit door.. oei.. dun think i am in those old old wulu wulu building hor... my building quite modern one hor.. it's just above Raffles Place MRT and it is called the ******* House.

Anws... there is something i wish to tell all....

Jazs is offically (thru the most traditional mode) getting her status as MRS....

LOL!!! How exciting right..

This one month have really been crazy.. everything we do for the event called wedding is something not anyone can belittled of.. OMG..

It's start with us and end with them... you name it, you get it but in a hard way...

Aiyoyoyoyoyoyoyo... that's is a very long story, shall blog it someday here... have said it to so many ppl until it quite numb about it liao..

BUT... i have got a good morale of the story..

Antz is supporting me more than ever and that's what is need... Though it's a tough time for us... he kept quiet, listened and assured me of everything. This side of him is nv visible to me in the past... He is really the man i can rely on... :) Thanks my dear~

~~Wish me luck for the event~~

~ I am back! ~

wa.. din noe it is one year ago since i last blog.. that's long...

ANW... i am please to announce i am offically "da xue sheng" now!!!

Muahhaha.. finally after 3 hard, tiring, mad, sleepless & ...... years.. I, JAZS finally graduate!!!

YaaaaaYaaaa.. No more night school, late night homework.. keke...

I can feel myself flying.. so light!!!

For those who are still struggle, GAMBETEY!!

Yup that is my line for my facebook
Just hang up my hp after one hour long talk with Antz...
Conclusion: More disappointed than ever...

The Case:
I went for my SO class today. Antz's mum did not cook today. Hence, he will have to eat out... ya dine out.. Guess what... he dine out but he did not sms me at all... Okie that is quite normal as he often dine out on his own and just update me as and when la..

So this time, after my class, i called him..
Jazs: Hello
Antz: Hello
Jazs: I ended my class. Where you now?
Antz: Oh.. Had Dinner.. no .. just finish dinner..
Jazs: Oh okie.. So where u eating.
Antz: TCC @ beach road
Jazs: with who???
Antz: my colleagues
Jazs: who?
Antz: my two colleagues
Jazs: ya i know but who?
Antz: my two FEMALE colleagues
Jazs: okie female colleagues, WHO???
Antz: nia... that two la....
Jazs: who is that two.. you got so many female colleagues
Antz: nia.. the usual two.....
Jazs: Cant you just tell me who????

the conversation just went on and on

LADIES OUT THERE!! TELL ME WHAT YOU FEEL?

The best part is:
After talking to him for awhile, He told me " i thought i have told you liao so i nvm sms you"
After talking to him long, he say " when i saw you call me, then i rmb i nv tell you"

I almost vomitted blood.... I think i need a blood fusion.......

It's not that i did not trust him, but he is not providing me with any sense of security that help me to trust him more.. I trust that he will do his best to make me happy, to protect me, to give me a sense of security but all this trust that have built up all this, was just wash down by his action. Now i know what it means ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS.

I thought he grow into a more mature man... but then again... hai...

i am back from my MIA again.. Many thoughts pass me so i am force.. erm no.. i mean i have this urge in me that pushes me to write..

Okie.. great! too many stuff to know which to start with..
Let start:
1) My cousin went oversea to work.. i guess permenantly.
2) My Grandpapa is sick... that's is a great grandma story and the content is even better than that toopid shuang zi xin show on Channel 8.
3) Thinking point: Some action that i definitely dont wanna be when i am a mother.
4) Antz hardwork pay off.
5) Thinking point again: How come someone of the same ages as me is earning some much than me and i am still rotting here... Seriously need some thinking!!
6)Lazy Bug is all over me!! When can i tame my heart to do my SM Assignment... I GOT A WILD HEART NOW!!!
7) Last one is real real big deal!!! I AM FAT!!! ArrRrrgGggHHhh... i need help in tummy trimming.... anyone.. please teach me any secret recipe or exercise or watever to cut the fats from my tummy!!!

oh moi!!! i juz notice that i have not been blogging for such a long time. Anyway, alot of thing happen and many things have changed or is goin to be change for me.
Let update!

1) i left my previous company (yeYEAyEyEA!!)
2) i join chevron again as a HR personnel (if dun ask me whether they hiring as i am not in charge of that.. LOL)
3) i jus had the toughest exam of the year (All gods, please let me pass)
4) me and sq will be busily preparing for our ROM


that about all i have to update.. it was a busy month as i have to help me previous coy move into their new location before i leave them, then i join Chevron, after which is busy busy studying as it is exam period... immediately after that i had to help to shift my dept in Chevron to a new temp office as the current location will be undergoing construction. ARGHHHHH..
Finally is my bithday. LOL
DEn it was the vacation arrangement decision.. (phew.. it was a tough one... BUT it did not go well as antz and my original JAPAN trip became a BEIJING trip) will tok about that later .......

AND NOW is the preparation for our big day 18 DEC 2008 ( should i start counting down)
argh.. alot of thing no done yet!!! Anyway the Antz and Jazs blog is up!!! but we still do not have much time to blog there.. will try our best de...

okie the link to the blog is http://itsantznjazs.blogspot.com/
feel free to go take a look

veri tired now... need my beauty zzzZZZzzZZZzzz...

DO NOT DISTURB!

ops i realized that the photo here is real small.. den i shall let u guy have my piscasa ablum link!
http://picasaweb.google.com/jazsmok/NicePhotosToShare#
Some of the photo were taken by me and some were taken by Antz.. erm.. what do you think about our skills? Apparently, some photos need to be zoom into its actual size for the effect of the photo to be shown..

Enjoy~~~

Okie i am officially kicking my boss away (yea.. the bossy and gao jay one!!!)
tat means i am changing new environment(say like that seems nicer den change job rite)
hahaha... changing to...... (TBA).. wahaha...
so now i am offically shaking legs at home... enjoying my break some time and most of the time studying.. :( EXAM COMING LIAO!!

i guess it is the rite time to announce it out liao ..
Antz and me will be holding our ROM coming Dec. We have decided to let our beloved family members to join in the ceremony as we wan to make it a simple and cosy one. As for our dear friendz and colleagues, there is alway an Actual Day for you guys (dun wanna trouble you guys to take leaves for us.. paiseh la).. lol.. BUT we may have some special planning on that day for you guys (cannot promise anything now!)

No worries, Antz and i will upload the photo and video of the ROM process, you definitely wont miss out our ROM... should i write STAY TUNE (eeeeeee.. sound so mediacorp) LOL...

Maybe should ask Antz to do up a wedding blog for that.. (once it is up will inform you guys again)

Back to my HRM textbook .. tata

sth nice from iciban.. (erm i think i got the wrong spelling... ) forget what is this called...

the photo loading too slowly liao

upload next time!!

Was veri veri busy with work and assignment, throughout the weekend.. yea and it is till the extend that i think i neglected dear... lol

Anyway, throughout this two month i have feel changes in dear, he has evolved into a new dear.. (lol.. kidding.. stil him no worries)
1) He is driving more comfortable and confidently.
2) He gave me a surprise that i thought he wont do it
3) He managed to accomplish quite a no of task given to them without me nagging.. lol

Well i guess he getting more "wenzhong" now.. lol.. i have make good choice yea.. lol

Oh yea! we have a new toy in house.. dear bought the long wished CAMERA... lol maybe will be having more photo to post soon *hopefully... (waiting for the turtle to upload to FLicker) why am i waiting! why am i waiting!

Yes!! is definitely him....... MY BOSSY BOSS

I think there mus be some type of negative chemistry between us... i dunnoe y there alway seems to be bad luck around us.. there is nv one good thing that had happened........ maybe is the fengshui of the office or my seat... errrrrrrrmmmmmmmmmmm.... or izzit his character too "gao jay".

No matter wat i do seems to get on his nerve... Come on... i am your assistant, not your wife or the worm in your body okie...how i noe what u want? I reallli feel like shouting at him.. but of course i din la.. if not i will not be shouting there liao... hai

i guess my resume will need to make it reappearance soon.. realli cant tahan liao.. I used to see it as training for myself but now i juz too immune to it. I can see his "bu shuai" face every now and then, well wat can i say.... Am i realli that bad? ERM... izzit bad luck or bad performance???? can anyone tell me where do u go pray to have a good boss...

Sometime, i tink i din perform well in front of him and that is becos i am too piss with him myself... well i guess the saying "if u wan ppl to respect you, respect them first, if u wan ppl to treat u well, treat them well first" is most pro correct...

okie i am 2 test down and i am left with 3 assignment due-ing one after another.. headache man... Relaxed for the weekend and my next 3 weekend most slighty will be burnt.. yea gotta work on assignment yea! hai!

Managed to catch the firework on sat nite, yea i miss that one on fri by minutes... hai.. but tink it is okie la.. dun realli want to be squeezing with ppl to watch the firework... Anyway got to watch it without dear by my side cos he gotta go home early to prepare for his Army half marathon the next day. Anyway i dun tink he slept early that nite :P

Sunday started off with rain and end with rain... wahaha... wat a "good" thing to happen on sunday... *yawn*

Anyone got any idea on ring pillow.. how to DIY one or maybe where to buy one that is cheap.

Jus bored of studying so thought of coming to scribble some rubbish... okie.. dun read if u dun wanna read rubbish... lol..

these day i am having mood swing quite easily.. mood swing as in having different extreme emotion in a day or two days or a week.. okie wat i meant was alot of big thing is happening or goin to happen within the next half of the year... lol ...

This year i am having the toughest semester till date of my studies, erm two veri disgusting and "cover backside" (ops.. sry about the language) female lecturers...... and a male lecture who love to crack yellow jokes as and when he like... wad a good combinations! Arf... 3 veri tough and boring subject with a tight assignment schedule (one after another like relay match non-stop)... oh my! i definitely pray hard for my survival... Alrite enough of that, tinking of it make my head ache...

The next big thing is the relocation of my office soon.. anyway it is to the opposite building nia.. BUT still very taxing on me due to my studies... ARRGgGGGG.... And also becos one of my beloved colleague will not be following us to the new premise.. i think i will kinda of miss her lol.. as she help me to cover moi backside when i am busy with assignment,exam.... babababa.....

The next BIGGEST thing that is goin to take place is also the biggest.. erm... maybe the second biggest la.. haha... detail will be updated later.. now still not time yet.. lol ..

Oh yea.. need to congra two of my polymate here, one of them who have alreadi gotten married on 27 June 2008 and the other one will be getting married coming Sept... Oh my god... i tink in 3 years down the road, i think our conservation would be much about "how is ur kids?", "where ur kids studying?", " what course he/she taking now?" babababa..... Hai.. getting old le wo...

05.08.2008
It's juz another new day... erm but with a special meaning... lol.. We have entered 8 years of our relationship today...8 year ago, we started off our relationship on a fine Saturday afternoon after four months of chatting on phone (daily fron 11pm to 3-4 am.. omg i realli dunnoe how i stand tat type of life.... lol! guess i am jus getting old sia),

We started off realli amazingly... maybe you might laugh at our way of coming to a decision.. lol erm .. okie la...
we tossed coin to make decision... it is like the coin of fate sia... Look where it bought us to... lol isn't it amazing?

Throughout the 8 year, we have been thru aalot... the happiness, sadness, tiredness, watever there is in a relationship we have all been thru.. there is time that we have gave up but fate brought us back together which i am realli very grateful about it. But i realli feel it all worth it as all this have realli make us stronger.

I guess dear have realli change anot too... Now he is realli someone that i feel i can relied on for live. So when he asked me whether we wanna go for ROM earlier this year without any ring or flower, i say okie. . After which we went to pick out dates inform our family member .... bababa....bababa... went to buy our weeding band , shop around for the suppose wedding band cos dear say it better for me to choose the ring i want rather than he buy sth i dont like.... However, after goin to the jewellery shop a few times, nothing have come to conclusion.

on 05.08.2008 our 8year anniversary, it started off with a sad and dull day cos i need work on the HRM individual project... realli shag as i have been working on it for quite a no of days already... After sending off my boss to HK, dear msn me.. "are you free to go lunch today" i agree to it but he end the conversation with sth like if i see whether i can go lunch with u later will update... den he went offline.. However, by 11, he still have not reply me, so i msn him to check whether he is coming.... but there is no reply from him... so i guess he is too busy to go lunch with me. After awhile i received a call from him saying that he on his way to get me for lunch and he also told me that there is a email with regard to a resturant that need my response.

After hanging up, i immdiately went to open up the email, opening up the attachement... GUESS WHAT IT SAY!!!! lol..
Maybe i can upload that ... but i tink i will go approval first... lol
Anyway, it is a proposal powerpoint slide!!! I was shocked as Dear have nv ever given me any surprise. The dear i noe is realli a dull and slow guy but now... lol.... surprise surprise...
Jus den i recieved any call from dear again...
" i reached le , you come down ba.....--------"
I rushed downstair, turn to the usual corner where he would wait for me but he is not here... when i was about to pick up my hp to call him, he appear in front of me and gave the Brilliant Rose.. THE BRILLIAN ROSE that i have alway wanted..DIAMOND IS ALWAY A WOMEN BELOVED.. hehehe...

He asked me take a look inside but i insisted to go for lunch before taking a look.. so we went to Sushi Tei for a good lunch. After which, we settle down at a quiet corner to look at the BRILLIANT ROSE.... lol exciting moment.... i careful open up the box of the BR and tardar... there is nothing in the box..................errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

JUst then, dear drew out a BR come his pocket.... hahaha.... Finally i saw the BR....Then he said the magic words "Will you marry me?".... I tink i melted at his word.. haha..yea i realli melted as i was nodding happily at him.. lol..

I realli nv thought he would plan such thing for me.. It's the first time in this 8 years that he gave me such a surprise. I am realli veri touch and happi, not becos i got the BR i have alway wanted but the effort he have put in to make this proposal. i guess that is what i like about him, he alway got a very "he" style of doing thing that i am veri attracted to.. haha..

30 May 2008 - I lost U, the special one

I noe it coming but i realli not prepare to let you leave us that fast! I am realli glad you let me and your pa to be by your side at your last hour. It hurt to see you struggling but i cant do anything to help. Juz holding you make me seem so helpless and useless. I realli miss you cant bear you but i am juz too useless i cant help to stop my tears from coming down, i cant bear to hold you longer when i saw you struggling harder and harder each time. I am sorry, ger! forgive me for not holding you till your last breath. But you muz alway remember ma and pa love you alway. you have bought smiles to our life. even though i scolded when you are notti, we alway love you becos you are the cutest and prettiest GP i have seen. you gave us three more little GP which we are realli grateful of but somehow we sometime do grumble about that. i noe that you wont leave us if you have a choice, maybe Lao San help you more than we do, so you have to go accompany him, we understand tat, juz go and stay happy. we will take care of the rest, well and proper, dont worry.

26 OCT - a day i shall never forget

LaoSan lying in the newly build cage, wasn't moving, hardly breathing, i was shocked realli shocked.... Y did this happen? OMG... I muz have neglected him.. I AM SRY darling... I always thought you were the strongest baby of all but you juz leave like tat........................................................................................................................................................

Daddy boughted him to buried under the big hot sun... my eye get wetter when the hole get bigger... When finally the hole was done, daddy leave the poor guy in the hole put some of baby favourite food. AND that the place we are leaving forever.. Rest in peace baby.

LaoSan i hope you will be alrite up there, release of all pain and suffering... i will alway love you

It’s a new week again.. okie.. had a great weekend goin out with momo and antz and camelz.. hehe.. but now back to reality.. oh mymy.. SCHOOL STARTING THIS WEEK… it had been 2 years since my last exam.. hope tat I can still cope with it.. Coping with work, study and relationship.. my legs wobbling ~~~~~ juz pray hard it all work well.

FRI
lunchie with dear n momo, both of them came all their way to Shelton way for lunch.. hehe.. dear went for a nearly 4 hours lunchie.. hehe.. den after work three of us met up again and went to MOS for dinner *MOS BURGER* hek… den went shopping abit before momo phone start ring.. camelz asking for a ride home.. blehz…. So three of us went on a long trip to Changi to fetch him.. was toking and fooling all the way.. hehe.. after which we went Siglap for supper.. wOOooOOoooOOooo.. went to XINWANG for their RED BEAN ICE KACHANG.. and MANGO ICE KACHANG… it is pretty delicious (mango one still the best).. haha.. den 4 of us start gossiping all the way till 1.. then zzzzZzzzZZzzzZZzzzz

SAT.... TBC

foto taken when on my ECP Picnic trip. EeekkKkk.. abit cloudy tat day

Long time since I last update my blog..

Went out with jacq last Tuesday.. Went with Chian(as Chian mum needs to bring Shawne to class) so basically I am babysitting this guy while goin out with jacq. We do look like a family.. Jacq as dad and so on and so for.. haha.. *sry jacq* Chian was not quite comfortable at first but after staring jacq for quite some time and eat some bread for awhile he finally let out some smile… And jacq got it on her phone. So after that Chian was being fetched, we went to Mac for a small chat and went home. JACQ DROVE ME HOME… quite a notorious driver :P. she has got a funni position when she drive. Her seat was so up front till her belly is touch her previous steering wheel.. u should see tat… lolzzz

Friday as I mention in my last blog.. Dear driving test.. He flung it.. so therefore to not make him upset I shouldn’t mention anymore.. SO I treated him to Ah Loy for a good meal.. it turn out to be abit off as the food we order is too spicy for the both of us.. BUT… at the end each of us got a bowl of thai chendol to ourselves, so we feel more satisfied den ever.. Hehe..you would say wat is so special about it..er.. I dun reali noe how to explain it but I would only give you tis sentence jus “eat it and feel it urself”…. LoLzZzzz… *at least that make him happy and it good to see him happy*

On Saturday, went out for movie.. Pirate of the Caribbean: At World’s End, the show is hilarious but I think it has an obvious lack of content problem or dragging content problem. If I were to rate it I will only give it a 6/10 stars. Simply love Jack Sparrow, he is so cute.. haha.. 5 out of 6 stars I have given is for him.. lolz.. After that, we went to dine at Thomson CC Target Western. Not too bad, taste quite diff from the usual. The soya milk there is definitely nice.. Should try!!! Den we went to The cheesecake shop @ east coast rd near Siglap. Not bad cheesecake at the price of $4 – $7 per piece and drinks ranging from $6 - $14. I would consider tat as can live without it ba.

Will be back to write about the Sunday we spend upgrading BaoBaos apartment. They used to be living in landed property but as you all know recently property are quite hot, so we some sort of “sell off ”their land property and they have to move to a condo.hehe.. oh so is that upgrading or downgrading..See for yourself ba.
Will be back for more;>

Today is a important day.. yes.. cos Antz having his driving exam today.. woOOooOOoo… Hope tat he pass Pray tat he pass… All the god n godness , if you read this.. please help.. (specially highlighted it) hehe.. thanks in advance.. Will have to wait for his call around 3pm.. Jia you dear!!! Waiting to celebrate for you okie!

An unknown number sms to me and asked me to call back.. So i sms and say "U r.."

Den my office phone rang... GUESS WHO?

MY BOSS CALLED!!!!! waAaaaAaaa.. now you noe who sms me le ba

I was shocked and i slipped my tongue saying i dun save his number in my hanphone and you noe wat he say...... "i am ur boss but u din save my hp into your handphone......" i was like "............................................................................." (dunnoe wat to say liao) aiyo.... y like tat.... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....

he continue with sth like "sumtime you realli amazed me..... " *sarcastic tone* feel like crying.. i din do it on purpose... i thought i alway had his namecard with me so i dun need to save me.. who noe.... aiyaaa........ *ANGRY*

Y isit alway me who have this problem.. Am i taking thing to easy le... I realli dunnoe... waaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaa.......

Congra!!! it's moi 50th posting... wOOoooOoooHoOooooOOoo (counting down to my 100th posting.. hehe)

The SPECIAL Hawilian Iced Tea
(specially cut pineapple in iced tea, dun small look *xiao kan* it, it cost 6.90+)
TOP: front view and
BELOW: back of view

Main course coming up......
Closer to the camera: BBQ tomato, cucumber, onion, eggplant,
mushroom, green pepperonii
Further away: BBQ Prawn, Fish, Ribs, drumstick, chicken wings and hotdogs
MY FAV: BBQ mushroom, Ribs, Fish and hotdogs..

Sotong and Prawn up next.. it may not look fantastic but it taste fantastic...
~ wOoooOooo~ Drooling now!

After main course, it desert time..
Presenting BBQ Fruit : (left to right) Apples - yummy with a taste
of cinnamon, Pinapple - taste abit like those pinaapple sauce
we go with satay, Banana - taste good...

tat's all.. for my dinner

*sry for the quality of the photo as the place is veri dim,
tat the best i can get out of my 2MP handphone camera

if anyone wanna try it out, the shop's name is Hawaii
Currently they are having an one for one promotion dining with UOB card..

okie folks... time's up gotta go liao cya again.. hoooooo

*muack* muack* muack* muack* muack* muack* muack* muack*

Superglue makes me sleepy and dizzy... ONE more WEEK to Go(Renovation)...

Finally it's thursday liao... phew!! tis is a real bad week for me nothing is goin smoothly.. my work, my relationship, my health and also everything i can tink of.. HAIZzzZzzz

juz hope that the next week will be beta ba..

I AM soOooOoooOooo tired!!!!!!

Here a joke for u guy... Enjoy....

I Wish... I Wish... I Wish...

A woman was walking along the beach when she stumbled upon a bottle. She picked it up and rubbed it, and 'low-and-behold' a genie appeared! The amazed woman asked if she got three wishes. The genie said, "Nope, sorry, three-wish genies are a storybook myth. I'm a one-wish genie. So... what'll it be?"

The woman did not hesitate. She said, "I want peace in the Middle East. See this map? I want these countries to stop fighting with each other and I want all the Arabs to love the Jews and Americans and vice-versa. It will bring about world peace and harmony."

The genie looked at the map and exclaimed, "Lady, be reasonable. These countries have been at war for thousands of years. I'm out of shape after being in a bottle for five hundred years. I'm good but not THAT good! I don't think it can be done. Make another wish and please be reasonable."

The woman thought for a minute and said, "Well, I've never been able to find the right man. You know, one that's considerate and fun, likes to cook and help with the house cleaning, is great in bed, and gets along with my family, doesn't watch sports all the time, and is faithful. That is what I wish for ... a good man."

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The genie let out a sigh and said, "Let me see that map again."

wahaha.....

Yeow!!! my eye is so swollen till i almost feel like getting a MC... Hai..

Don't ask me why my eye is swollen as it is definitely not swollen becos some1 punch me in my eye...

sometimes i juz dunnoe why a guy can be tat lovable at times and tat hateful at times...
i went to bed quite early as i got nothing to do my tat guy is away sumwhere enjoy with his friends had a quarrel with him tat afternoon becos of sumthing tat he had nv told me and he insisted he had... (Or rather i insisted he din, and he also insisted that he did..) Anyway, ACTIONS speaks LOUDER than WORDs... He say it's his fault but he juz din bother to do anything about it...

Anyway, i woke up in the mid of the nite for no reason and tear start flowing out of my toopid eyes for no reason... suddenly i juz had the urge to call him.. hesitate for a while pick up my phone and called him........ Guess what next?????

He answer the call but din even bother to tok, no matter wat i say he give me an *dunnoe wat* attitude... din he sense that sth is not rite, i normally din go around calling ppls in the mid of the nite for fun.....

the call ended in a way, i feel it was total disaster and i regret calling him... i should have face all this all alone and not tok to him..... TOK TO HIM make things a thousand times worst... I totally dunnoe whether this is the guy i have been with for all this year, he is like a stranger to me.... a stranger who say "why are u calling at tis hour toking about this"... i cant hardly call asleep after that call.. so there go moi swollen eye...

Here is sth for him.......Does the future we are toking about ever exist?

i tink i have quite a no of monday posting here.. wahaha..

MONDAY alway means that my fav weekend is over and i gotta start working again

MONDAY also means that i will have to wait for another 5 days before my next weekend come

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I HATE MONDAY....

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Oh man!! Realli dun feel like working sia.... Hai.. my toopid boss like to give me alot of market research work....... ARGH... It's sooOooOoooo boRing...... Esp reading those chinese website makes my eye see stars...



Anyway my weekend din work out veri well too... :X



Started off with a suxky friday... plans didn't work out have to change plans for the whole fri nite... SIAN HALF... den i was in such a bad mood that i forget to watch my fav fri nite show "ENGINE"..... waaaaaaaaaAaaAaaaaaaaaaaa.... SIAN WHOLE.. Juz hope my SAT will turn out well...



Saturday, woke up at 8 plus prepare for the cycling and joggin trip.. met Antz and cong for a run(yea i was cycling.. hehe) we *run from my place to stadium den pebble bay den under ECP den to East Coast Park den back to my place.. Power rite? (i mean the guys....) so we had lunch and went home zZzzzZzzzzZzzzz...

woke up@around 5 went to dine @ah loy thai food again.. the food there realli yummy sia.. both Antz and Cong enjoyed it so much that they say wave and volcano is coming out.. (like those jap comics.. super drama).. it is a definite muz try!!! Esp the thai style chedol.. woOooooOoooo... (feel like eating it now).

After which we bought some Asahi and some other drinks and we sit by the riverside of UOB plaza to enjoy our drinks..

THEN.. around 11, hua call and say that he is driving tonite and wanna pick us up. So happily we went to wait for him.. after two hours of waiting, directing and sleeping, we finally saw his van travelling toward us with headlight off....

OMG..... you wanna noe wat happen dun you....

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haha.. apparently hua have spend 2hours being a reindeer(read reindeer in chinese and you will noe the meaning)wahaha... cant stand him.. so we went to have prata for supper and reach home around 4am in the morning... :P *tired*



will try to upload photo once i get it from dear.. cya again

Mood: Simply Sian

i recieve a call from my aunt yterday, she was asking me whether i am free on Sat. So i ask her why? den she say she need me to do a survey for her on Sat, so i was like asking y cant i do it on sun instead since i will be goin over to granny home for dinner. den she start to get pissed and say her assignment is already due for the past two week and sat is the last day to do it.. so i told her i might have sumting on and i will go make arrangement and let her know. So the problem was settled (or rather i thought the matter was settled)

Guess what??? when i went home tat nite, my i***** dad come nagging @me and ask my y cant i help my aunt.. i was like "hello.... i say i would arrange with her... i din say anything like i not free or i dun wan to help!!!!!" he was insisting that i should help her no matter how busy i am or even i have meet other ppls. And the best part is he say " i shouldn't have ask what she need me for, i should say okie to her first becos i ask her why she needed me."OMG.......... IS THIS MY FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

COME ON MAN!!!WAKE UP HIS IDEA.... i know she need help but she told me sum sort of last minute and i also have my own plan rite? Simply becos she din do her assignment and wait till tis veri last minute and everyone she asked, turned her down, i must give up watever plan i have to help her rite? WHY IZIT THAT EVERYONE TURN HER DOWN? TINK!!!! SIMPLY BECOS IT IS JUZ TOO LAST MINUTE, EVERYONE GOT THEIR OWN PLANS......

SO for the whole nite, the two of them meaning my mum and dad nag and nag... okie i REN...
this morning again this two fellow start to nag again.. say i USELESS la.. small little thing also cant help la.. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...................
realli feel like screaming at them.....................................

Juz den my aunt called, and after calling our conservation, this two fellow start asking me... wat time my aunt coming over.. is she coming over for dinner.....izzit after work.. shall i go buy roasted duck for dinner?????? Can u tell me... who is their daughter.... my aunt or me..
Can you imagine they scold me like hell den when my aunt say she is comin to my place, they all all those thing..........ArGh.... I have enough liao..... WAT type of parent are they!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

going off to cool down *heck*